12 September 2010

It never ends

I feel so let down. Why does it often feel that way? Is it my fault? Because, maybe time after time I have unrealistic expectations of everyone. Perhaps I put people high on a throne and then when I get disappointed, it's more my fault than theirs. I know I am too emotional most the time, but I don't think I can change that. Is it unfair to hope people care as much about you as you do about them? Maybe I am under the illusion they care more about me than they actually do...
It makes me so sad and angry at the same time... And I am sick of it - is the answer for ME to no longer care about them?! Honestly, fuck it all right now. I am over feeling this way.
That's all.

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